Hey what’s up readers, well it’s 4:27 am Easter Sunday and I am a little upset at the moment. I just so happened to read all these post on califarap forum about 40 Glocc (some old school rapper) making a “Racist” video against Mexican immigrants. So I thought to myself, well this must be blown out of proportion (like it always is). I took interested in and looked for the video on youtube. So I click play; keep in mind that I am a very open minded individual, free spirit and I don’t care for color of the skin or racial politics. When I saw that video I was outrage. First of the video is marked as comedy, and is basically 40 glocc trying to pick up Immigrant Day Labors. What is so funny about it? Is it funny to humiliate a man trying to make an honest living for his family at home? I don’t think so, and if you think so you make me sick. In the video it displays a couple of them showcasing for “40 glocc” saying “I am strong, I am Strong”. Remind you of something? When the white man in the 1700s used to sell black slaves “The Negro Is Strong”. How humiliating you think the slaves back then felt? How do you think the modern day slave feels having to showcase for this man. 40 glocc just went and got him self a slave for the day. I have heard that they are saying “It’s a misunderstanding” In no way no how it’s been taken out of content. This is what it was meant to be, a Prejudice Racist video against the immigrant Mexican race. HOW THE HELL IS IT FUNNY???? If he really thinks this was funny, man this guy has a poor poor I mean dog shit of a taste in humor. This just fuel the racial tension in the streets, in our schools, in our workplace, everywhere! Doesn’t this guy know what the fuck he was doing??? Now when Companies, Actors, Rappers Like eminem,TV Shows etc…make stereotype against the black race. You have thousands of people and organizations roaring a boycott and demand a public apology, and they give it. I think if the man really means what he is saying “Is a misunderstanding” Then he should issue a public apology. But I don’t think he will…I could careless if some of you don’t like me after this post. Honestly I don’t want to work with anyone that has to do with ignorant racist remarks like this one or any racist remarks on any race. P.S. If you have time read all the stupid messages left on his youtube. Believe or not all that hate is transmitted into the kids. You must be blind if you don’t see it….PEACE! HAPPY EASTER!

Everything that had to do with the trip was last minute, but we had fun. Oh yeah, J.Ville if you are reading this; hit me up on myspace/fame01 I need to send you something in the mail.

“Is there a God? God does not exist”, I been hearing more and more people say this and spread their belief in there isn’t a God through to other people. The way they do it is like they have a personal vendetta against believers of whatever religion it is. The way they speak can either be so hateful or so arrogant. You know I have friends that are atheist or agnostic, and I love them. I don’t force my belief to anyone, as much as they don’t question why I have to believe. I think these type of arguments don’t get people anywhere, but to just irritate one another. 

One thing that really gets to me though, is that some people choose to believe there isn’t an after life or heaven nor hell. You know they are right then I choose to be wrong. I choose to not believe that my life was pointless and I will become nothing else then food for the worms. I choose to believe that someone up there will judge my life and take everything good from me. I choose to believe that my family is not dying and just becoming dust for never to be seen again. I choose to be wrong in your eyes…

I choose to believe in my lord Jesus Christ and the Holy Father…

Why do you feel like you have to prove me wrong? Why does it irritate you that I believe in a God? Why do you feel like you should read a bunch of books use high vocabulary words to make a person feel like they don’t need to believe? I understand that you maybe get mad of people preaching to you, but aren’t you doing the same and maybe in a matter that makes you seem you are not all there. If you don’t believe then that’s your life, but respect others because not doing so doesn’t make you any different then an extremist or as you like to bring up history as a crusader that murder in the name of God.

I am not one who talks much about his personal life in public, but it helps since right now I am not talking much about it in person. This past weekend was one of the hardest weekends of my and my family’s life, and that was watching my momma past away. Saturday July 26 at 9:20pm has forever been implanted in my brain. But this is not such a sad story for those who really knew her and knew the battle that she endure for a couple of years fighting cancer and well To Die Is Not To Be Dead But To Live, right. A dear friend of mine called me last night at almost 2am and said the most beautiful words to me and I could tell it came deep from his heart. I never expected that from a guy like him and I never expected him to remember my mother with such love. That’s when I realize how much my mother cared for people. To know her was a privilege not cause she was my mother, but because her ways of showing love to those that met her. She never judge, and she never said no to you if you really needed her help. Everything I accomplish so far has been because of her and her attitude of “Pos Has lo Ya”, “Do it Now”, Teaching me that can’t always depend on other people, you have to go out there and get it for yourself. My mother protected us at whatever cost, that’s why she had to go because tough times are coming and She was recruited to the army of the light. 
Everything I say, everything I do, everything I think feels different now. I feel there is a bigger purpose, and I am sorry if you see this the corny way but I can’t waste time in mediocrity, I have to earn my wings if I want to be with my momma. I have good Friends and just like my mother treated people, you are not just people that come to my house you are my family. Kast and I never had a huge family no extra brothers and sisters, but God gave us extra brothers and sisters in other places. If you guys are reading this I love Every One of you, Thank You Really Thank You for the way you remember her Thank You For Been My Friend My Brothers/Sisters. Thank You for been there when we most needed you. 

“Tengo Que Ser Fuerte/Hasta La Muerter”
“I have to be Strong, Till Death”
Reyna Osorio/My mom 1965-2008

PS. Cancer is a real tough illness, I saw it first hand and in a way experienced the pain it cause. But We have to be strong for those family members going through it. You are the reason why they keep battling it and staying alive till is time that God says enough. If you are going through the illness you have to stay strong, because only God saids when is when not the doctors. Take care of yourself.

God Be With You…

I know this might be an old topics for some of you, but as I was researching more about it I really got disturb by the fact of mayweather been an MMA fighter. Is the ego of this man so big he thinks he can just enter an octagon and just expect to knock out someone just like that? with no background of ground fighting, kicking(tea kwon do), and so on. What is this guy going to do when they shoot for double leg take down, get an in full mount and ground and pound baby!!! Is he going to sprawl, Get in a full guard, etc???? MMA style is not to be disrespected, this is not a one dimensional fighting style. Just because mayweather beat the Big Show in the wwe he thinks can beat a guy in the mma arena (maybe a douche bag of a fighter), This is not the WWE. Sorry but Mayweather is just a boxer trying to get his hands in everything before his time limit is up. He can be an “entertainer”, but don’t make MMA a joke, like elite X tried to do on that CBS DONKEY CRAP of a show. RESPECT MMA…

“Be Like Water,my Friend” -Bruce Lee

Today someone made my day… Let me post what he said on a youtube video that i have up showcasing my photography:

“I don’t know….Estevan Oriol is gonna be some pissed off dude when he finds out you’re claiming to have taken them photos…which are obviously his.
TAKE THIS SHIT DOWN HOMIE…you even jacked his line…wab! WHAT A BITCH! “

.. Most people must get offende by this, but not me. I actually took it as a compliment. For someone to say that my pictures were taken by Estevan, thats actually a compliment because i admire Estevans work. And that means I’m doing a pretty damn good job.

But this is not the first time i get something like this, and this is not the first person to actually tell me this. I actually keep getting stuff like this. So i though i’d address this, since this poster put it up for the public to see, so i thought i’d do the same.

So with that said, thank you angry poster (he/she seemed angry typing in all caps) for you have made my day.

PS. Below is the youtube video with the photography (yea i couldn’t miss a chance for some more self promotion, lol)

Everyone knows record sales are dropping. In my opinion is because people are making crap, and expect people to buy it. We have Itunes that offers people to buy or should I say pick an album apart by just buying one or two songs out of the album. I don’t blame them when you have 80% of an album been crap that labels expects us to buy. There has to be a change in the way they sell their product, because the Internet will not be kind in anyway. You sell crap you will get crap…To be honest Itunes rocks, but it shouldn’t be the way of the future.