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I am not one who talks much about his personal life in public, but it helps since right now I am not talking much about it in person. This past weekend was one of the hardest weekends of my and my family’s life, and that was watching my momma past away. Saturday July 26 at 9:20pm has forever been implanted in my brain. But this is not such a sad story for those who really knew her and knew the battle that she endure for a couple of years fighting cancer and well To Die Is Not To Be Dead But To Live, right. A dear friend of mine called me last night at almost 2am and said the most beautiful words to me and I could tell it came deep from his heart. I never expected that from a guy like him and I never expected him to remember my mother with such love. That’s when I realize how much my mother cared for people. To know her was a privilege not cause she was my mother, but because her ways of showing love to those that met her. She never judge, and she never said no to you if you really needed her help. Everything I accomplish so far has been because of her and her attitude of “Pos Has lo Ya”, “Do it Now”, Teaching me that can’t always depend on other people, you have to go out there and get it for yourself. My mother protected us at whatever cost, that’s why she had to go because tough times are coming and She was recruited to the army of the light. 
Everything I say, everything I do, everything I think feels different now. I feel there is a bigger purpose, and I am sorry if you see this the corny way but I can’t waste time in mediocrity, I have to earn my wings if I want to be with my momma. I have good Friends and just like my mother treated people, you are not just people that come to my house you are my family. Kast and I never had a huge family no extra brothers and sisters, but God gave us extra brothers and sisters in other places. If you guys are reading this I love Every One of you, Thank You Really Thank You for the way you remember her Thank You For Been My Friend My Brothers/Sisters. Thank You for been there when we most needed you. 

“Tengo Que Ser Fuerte/Hasta La Muerter”
“I have to be Strong, Till Death”
Reyna Osorio/My mom 1965-2008

PS. Cancer is a real tough illness, I saw it first hand and in a way experienced the pain it cause. But We have to be strong for those family members going through it. You are the reason why they keep battling it and staying alive till is time that God says enough. If you are going through the illness you have to stay strong, because only God saids when is when not the doctors. Take care of yourself.

God Be With You…

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3 Comments

  1. i’m sorry for your loss
    my deepest condolences ♥
    just know that your mother is no longer
    suffering from the pain of cancer. She is in a better place

  2. I FEEL YOUR PAIN DOGG…KEEP YOUR HEAD UP BIGG DOGG..

  3. whats up homies. just wanted to say sorry for your loss, you two guys great people , i wish you guys the best in life you guys deserve it man . i remember you guys from back in the days. and now i see how far you have gone and how much further you will go..
    don’t stop kast and fame . im a big fan and a homie , but i do keep up with all your jmg videos and you carlie row stuff.. chicano rap looks alot better now.. i wont be surprize to see your work on t.v. soon…
    stay strong and keep yall’s heads up ,.

    eddie

    http://www.bluelinekennels.us


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